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So what? Insights from the course this course has certainly challenged me on multiple levels. First, reading the book Why Don’t We Listen Better by Dr. James Peterson (2015) was eye-opening, as it confronted my arrogance and underscored the importance of intentional listening. Peterson emphasizes that effective listening is not about dominating conversations or winning arguments but about genuinely engaging with others. This paradigm shift highlights that influence is often achieved through listening rather than loudness, a principle that can significantly impact leadership, relationships, and communication. As a leader of an organization, I realize that fostering active listening skills will enhance my influence and effectiveness not only professionally but also personally—as a husband, father, and pastor.

Like Louise Smith, the renowned first lady of racing, I too have faced hardships that have shaped my journey. I believe that God has broken me down to build me up into a better man of God, equipped to serve others more effectively. A recurring concern in my life is self-esteem, particularly humility. My background in secular counseling often leads me to formulaic conclusions, but I recognize that people are not mathematical equations; they are uniquely created by God. Dr. Tim Clinton and Ron Hawkins (2009) define self-esteem as an inner sense of worthiness that fosters resilience against criticism (p. 214). Over the years, low self-esteem has manifested in various ways, often rooted in past hurts and rejection, which have left an indelible mark on my psyche.

My personality profile, especially the "I" type, suggests that I tend to think others expect me to be perfect (Carbonell, 2008, p. 40). This expectation can be a source of sleepless nights and internal turmoil. Dr. Ken Nichols (2017) asserts that a negative self-image can lead to multiple problems, including anxiety and depression. The secular concept of self-esteem sometimes labels confidence as grandiosity, but I ponder—what if confidence is simply a reflection of trusting oneself grounded in God's truth? Society’s constant evaluation of our worth—whether through success, performance, or appearance—can distort our self-perception if we allow external validation to define us. Instead, Scripture affirms that God considers us mindful (Psalm 8:4) and fearfully and wonderfully made (Psalm 139:14), promoting a healthier self-paradigm grounded in divine truth.

However, societal pressures to conform pose a challenge. Conformity often offers acceptance and validation, yet pursuing societal standards without anchoring in God’s Word can lead to a loss of identity, resulting in emotional struggles like depression and anxiety. Maintaining a biblical perspective on self-worth is crucial to avoid falling into destructive behaviors or losing sight of God's purpose for us. Self-care, especially for pastors, is often misunderstood. Rae Jean Proeschold-Bell (Rugani, 2012) warns that pastors tend to neglect their own health because they prioritize vocational responsibilities, often feeling they need permission to care for themselves. Recognizing my strengths and areas for growth is vital in learning to relax and accept that my value extends beyond my productivity—and that caring for my body, mind, and spirit is an act of obedience and stewardship toward God.

Barry Howard, in his article "Healthy Self-Care: An Essential Discipline for a Pastor," outlines five stress points pastors face, one of which is unrealistic expectations. These can be real or perceived, generated either internally or externally, leading to undue pressure and burnout (Howard, 2017). The gap between societal or institutional expectations and personal or spiritual goals widens the stress, highlighting the importance of setting boundaries and realistic goals. If I neglect self-care, my capacity to serve the church and community diminishes, emphasizing the biblical principle that I cannot pour from an empty cup.

Developing safe and secure relationships is foundational for effective counseling and leadership. Charles Kollar (2011) emphasizes the importance of ethical boundaries, integrity, and clear guidelines to establish trust. The American Church Group (2016) advocates for tangible procedures to prevent misconduct: documenting counseling procedures, conducting sessions on church premises with others present, and establishing accountability. These precautions are critical to protect both counselor and counselee and uphold the integrity of ministry. Furthermore, ongoing training is essential. 2 Timothy 3:16 reminds us that Scripture equips us for every good work. Beyond seminary, I am committed to continuous professional development, seeking licensure, and participating in specialized pastoral counseling training offered by organizations like CV Ministries. Such training enhances my ability to address emotional, mental, and spiritual dimensions holistically, aligning with my calling to serve as a shepherd for God's people.

Through this course, I have deepened my understanding of myself, which is vital for effectively helping others. I have learned that pastoral counseling is a frontline ministry demanding emotional resilience and spiritual dependence. Resources provided in this course, along with biblical and practical tools, have reinforced my commitment to continual growth. Like Louise Smith’s metaphor, “You can’t reach for anything new if your hands are still full of yesterday’s junk,” I realize I must regularly clear out personal burdens and fill myself with God's Word (Nichols, 2017). Self-care is not just a personal benefit but a biblical mandate, enabling me to serve others effectively. Giving, serving, and caring are pathways of growth—Ephesians 4:12 emphasizes equipping God's people for works of service. Building a referral network of mental health and healthcare professionals (Turner, 2018) is also strategic for providing comprehensive care for those I serve.

My journey has been turbulent, yet I am confident that my continued development—grounded in biblical truth, ethical integrity, and ongoing training—will allow others to see Christ works through me. As I grow in self-awareness and spiritual maturity, I can better fulfill my pastoral calling, aid others in their healing processes, and reflect God's love faithfully. The challenges are real, but the promise of God's grace and guidance sustains me. In conclusion, this course has not only equipped me with practical tools but also reoriented my heart toward humility, self-care, and relentless dependence on God's Word.

References

• Carbonell, M. (2008). How to solve the people puzzle: Understanding personality patterns. Blue Ridge, GA: Uniquely You Resources.
• Clinton, T., & Hawkins, R. (2009). The quick-reference guide to biblical counseling. Grand Rapids, MI: Baker Academic.
• Kollar, C. A. (2011). Solution-focused pastoral counseling (2nd ed.). Grand Rapids, MI: Zondervan.
• Nichols, K. (2017). Masterpiece: Seeing yourself as God’s work of art changes everything! Forest, VA: ALIVE Ministries.
• Turner, R. (2018). Referral: Safeguarding the Integrity of the Counseling Relationship. Enrichment Journal: Equipping and Enriching Spirit Filled Ministers.
• Howard, B. (2017). “Healthy Self-Care: An Essential Discipline for a Pastor.” Barry’s Notes. Retrieved from https://barrysnotes.wordpress.com/2017/10/10/healthy-self-care-an-essential-discipline-for-a-pastor/
• Rugani, K. (2012). “Self-Care Is Not Self-Ish.” Faith and Leadership. Retrieved from https://faithandleadership.com/self-care-not-self-ish
• American Church Group. (2016). Reduce the Likelihood of Sexual Misconduct in a Counseling Setting.
• Peterson, J. (2015). Why Don’t We Listen Better. Moody Publishers.